This diary, the first written by a painter about his relationship with painting, is a unique work by Miguel Gómez Losada, known for his romantic qualities in contemporary art. With a singular voice blending rarity, strangeness, and beauty, his reflection encompasses literature, artistic thought, and painting pedagogy. This collection of essay-like notes not only presents his aesthetic positions but also an intimate biography, making it one of the most profound testimonies on contemporary art.